I lost my precious baby girl, Haven Sienna, January 26, 2019. It is a day that changed the rest of my life, it is a day that I realized how fragile and precious life really is, and most importantly that life can change in a heartbeat (just like when the ultrasound tech looks at you and says “I’m sorry she doesn’t have a heartbeat”).

In spring of 2018 we were very much surprised with a third pregnancy. We already had a 5 year old girl, Abigail, and a 2 year old boy, Michael. I had prayed a lot about whether or not we should try for another baby, this was an answer to my prayers…